Can you fall in love with a reflection? She sits at a table facing me, obscured by the large head and thick neck of a man who sits between us. At times, her pale face swims in the window that runs alongside our tables; mine's in there, too. The pane of glass vaguely holds us together. The fat man shifts and I see that her hair falls over her shoulders in bold waves. At times, she twists a bunch of strands tightlyso tightly that the finger she wraps her hair around turns red. Then she reverses her finger allowing the hair to unravel and gathers it all up, holding it on top of her head. In a fluid motion, she uses a rubber band to constrain it all into a ponytail. After a while, she unleashes the hair and it falls back down, perfectly framing her face.
A young man approaches her table. The greetings seem awkward, possibly a past acquaintance of some sort. The envy courses through as he sits down and discusses the inane details of a party he is throwing. I wonder at his luck. How did he meet her? Did he live next door to her somewhere, simple fate allowing for an introduction? Does a friend of his know her? Are there women I know that others are jealous of me knowing? I study her reflection and she seems annoyed by the conversation, but not annoyed enough for my liking. I look directly at her and she stares back at me. I look away, as if uninterested.
